No topic really for today's blog. I just need to blog! I have a lot swirling in my head today. Work is being madness, my baby turned 1 today, and some tragedy has struck a friend that seems too sad to even bear. All in All I want to call today off and either start over or fast forward until tomorrow. This is one of those days where I am SURE I will not be doing much to better the life of someone else. I think I may even be detrimental to others today...I am in a foul mood, and really have no exact explanation other than a culmination of the above stuff.
I need a vacation--from work, from daily goings on. I need a vacation from being me for a day (well minus my lil man-- he can come too of course!) How do we let our lives get to this point. From one day to the next it can be so radically different. I loved something my friend read to me last night. Off topic somewhat, but fitting in a way. She was telling about this Christian marriage book she has been reading and describing how we have a need to be loved. We crave love, and only God can fulfill the never ending need we have for love. It is when we look to our mates to fill this void that we come up short handed and anting more. Leading to an unsatisfying marriage etc. The example was given that the couple could of had the best night of their life the night before, but in the morning it all starts anew on the quest for reassurance and more love. The similarity being that no matter what the previous day held we wake up unfulfilled and starting the search again. Isn't it lovely to be a human :)
This can mean so many things and be interpreted so many different ways, but for me today it means thank God I get a new tomorrow!! Thank God for the break in time between one day and the next that wipes the slate clean and gives us the go ahead for a new day. So not to write off today, but I have made peace with today being what it is--thank you please bring on tomorrow :)
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